Stress causing me :

I can't sleep well every day.

I can't eat well every day.

My heartbeat getting faster.

This feeling just so sux.

And I wonder how long it takes to end all of these? 

I know this is what we have to go thru, 

But... This is torturing me to the max.

Well, I started feel numb with the pain inside my heart - 

Coz I knw, I have to get used with it.

Coz I knw, one day it will disappear. 

Coz I knw, this is the result that I deserved for not doing in the right way.

Two days passed, and it still keeps on repeating in my head. Repeat and pain... Again and again.

I feel I'm just like a foolish, yes yes yes, laughing at my ownself - what's the point torturing ownself? Who cares? Who knows? =(

I keep all up, and tighten up the alarm, reminding ownself - never ever trust/put hope on it anymore. Some thing will nvr change forever, even how long the time has passed. This is fact! 

Never ever get serious in everything 

- playing with fire is better than playing serious.. coz if u r serious, u r loser. I don't wish to lose in ur hand, never again =)