Tuesday, October 26, 2010


我很乱很乱很乱
乱什么?
我也不懂.

我很烦很烦很烦
烦什么?
我还是不懂.

Sunday, October 24, 2010


你 nudge 了我 ,
写着那些 让我好担心,
觉得恐怖的事...
你说你哭着,
那时候我真的很想打给你
可是,
就是不能联络你.
你写着 “请帮我”
我的心真的碎了.
我真的不知道可以怎么帮你,我真的觉得很无奈....无助
我只能在这 祈祷.
现在的你,还好吗?

Friday, October 22, 2010

I hate kampar seriously.
Its really a DEATH CITY,
but i have been staying here for almost 2years...
yet,i need to stay for the another 9months @.@
The environment here is kinda good for studying,
but i think i don't belong to here.
When the time i need to back to kampar,
i did really feel so unhappy.
i just don't feel to back here..
especially the time that i'm having mid-term on saturday,
the feeling is really killing me!
hmmph,hopefully the time will pass faster ;)

Monday, October 18, 2010

that's the end of my semester break :(
a boring holiday but still..it was too short for me.
today is the first day of my new semester,
i hate this semester,cuz it's too pack and i need to attend the class from 8am for monday - wednesday!
OMG. OMG. OMG.
but actually is a good thing,
it makes me tired enough and i just hope for resting.
even there's something keep on running in my brain, but...
the tiredness did not allow me to think too much.
is it i'm avoiding? or i have started giving up?
hmm....i have no answer for that.LOL
but seriously, i knew i have changed to the another one..that i wish to?

Sunday, October 17, 2010

恶梦

7.10am
我醒了
我哭了
心痛了
那个恶梦不是很恐怖
可是,
却伤了我的心.
梦,
很真很真
它会实现吗?

=(

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

我讨厌
讨厌
讨厌 !!!!
为什么通通都是 我!
她死的吗? 她没分的吗?
为什么每次都要等我来做?!!
你们让我对你们超反感!!
别靠近我!

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

昨晚看了一套爱情戏...
看着那些浪漫的画面
才发现到 全都是骗人的!
现实上根本都不会发生.
发生的机会只有 0.1%? 0.2%? 0.3%?
也好....起码现在我也不会渴望那些浪漫了,也不会傻傻的等待 ..


. . . . . .


这次的放假.....让我想通了很多很多事
既然说了那么多次,它还是一样的发生...
不如我不去看 不去听 不去管 不去想...那么我的世界就会和平 没烦恼 ,伤心了 =D
我只希望,
今天我做到的事 会保持着 不会再回到原点.
一定要保佑我 :)

Sunday, October 10, 2010

101010

It's 101010 - 10th October 2010

Today is a special day cuz it only happen 100 years once.

Everyone asking me to spend today meaningfully..
it does meaningful to me, but not everyone feels the same..
i've wasted today with doing nothing else.
obviously,i've forget about today till i saw lot of friends posted in fb!
arghh...i have missed it! *regret*


anyyway, i'm here to wish everyone "Happy 10/10/10/10 day!" :D