I miss home at this moment =(

Miss the time when mum was complaining uncountable things to me,

Miss the time went out with my sis

But i have to stay here alone for few weeks, Sigh~~

Home always is the best :)

糟糕！

最近对麻将上瘾了， 每天都在朋友家留到三更半夜 -玩麻将 @@

在做 Assignment 也想着， 读书又想着.... 这么办啊！！！

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和她聊了过后，真的觉得一切越来越不值得了..

慢慢的 慢慢的，我对【它】 没兴趣 和 不想管那么多了..

让 【它】退下来 - 是时候了 :)

别说我残忍， 这一切都是 【它】 自己 造成的！

Decision have been made.

No more dilemma :)

17th Mac

As usual, celebrating the birthday for our group members,

and this time we celebrated for 3 stars*

by having steamboat.

We can't denied that we are getting older now =[

The last time of us, we were able to eat for so much

but this time,

everything had reduced to 75-85 percent

sad case =(

here come the 3stars* of Mac :D

and the few pics of us, but not all the 38members :D

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星期六 - 下雨天

下了整天的雨， 下午终于看见了太阳

本来这个时候我该在 kl 走着街，可是..... =(

整晚没睡好，下午时该好好休息的...

结果就没睡到，跑了去清洁房间

那个风扇该是他弄干净的，可是他总没时间 even a little time 他都没有空

其实我不能动那些又大又黑的灰尘....没办法, 是时候帮它弄得干干静静的！

结果，我的手又来敏感了，红红的 痒痒的 =(

没办法咯，谁叫我不是千金小姐....哈哈

什么都需要做，

该是时候适应独立的生活，免得未来会更辛苦....

但.....这些日子一定不好过， 我该用几久的时间来适应呢？

Hmmphh....

他们说今晚的月亮会又圆又大，因它已经越来越靠近地球了吖~~~~~

但,会有机会看吗？

雨一直下不停 =(

Karma ;

偶尔都会在人家的口中说出来

我也不另外.

一直以来 我都很信的， 如果你做坏事 你会得到坏的回报.

真的吗？

其实我真的看不到,感觉不到.

我只看到的后果就是， 我做好的 可是得来的是不好的！

到最后最伤还是我自己.

我可以不要再做好或对的事，再伤害自己吗？

Down with all assignments ; left 2 mid-terms and 1 presentation to go.

at last - less stress, no more rushing :D

I started hate myself, for the stupidity, the kindness.

Selfish is the one that i should put inside my heart! towards everyone :)

hmmph, half year to go~ i'm gonna start my new life in new place :D

*with my new room

*new friends, new colleagues

*and for sure....my new alone life :)

...................

the A really a problem for me ; err, i think no ones will know what's it.

and the A problem - would just stay at present and not moving to future.

Guess i have to move forward by myself.

hope everything goes smoothly .

..........

out of sudden,i realize that guys are 犯贱...err,shouldn't say just guys...hmm,PERHAPS gals too xD

well, is good to be the one - not stick to them.

Reason?

they will feel annoying or not appreciate in the long term.

and even,

you will not in suffer condition when they change from X to Z.

i wish i wish, i wish i can be "the one" ;)

Tired to the max! after went to be a waitress for his first day of new shop.

even it was very busy, everything blur....

but i enjoyed and learnt lots things there.

at least i knew,

i can stop make myself from thinking non-stop

and

worry about "nonsense" at this moment

:)

now the clock is showing 12.41 am

i realize... i started had giving up on something

out of sudden, "it" asks me not to think about it anymore

since, the decision the result is not make by me.

what i can do : JUST LET IT BE

i know i know

i know i can't worry for so much anymore.

just face the reality :)

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今年的这一天，

代表着是我们的第三年 过得没什么特别..

都不可以庆祝

他

昨晚的突然走，我真的被吓到当莫个人信息和我说..

虽然我没和你真正的说过话，可是我心都会觉得难过当我知道这件事..

希望你一路好走 (R.I.P)

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今天的下午， 日本突然间的地震....带来了4m Tsunami...

看见那些车被冲走的画面，你可以想象人被冲走的话，还可以活吗？

每个人都说世界真的要某日了？

我真的觉得怕

还有很多事 我都还没做 还没试..

可以不要那么的快吗？ =[

看着窗外，没星星的夜晚

让我觉得我的世界像天空那样.....那么的黑暗.

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那天的到来越来越近了

我不敢想象 那一天是会什么样子

所以，

我努力着

改

我应该改的事情,

放

我该放手的事情，

准备着我该有的心情...

面对那一天的到来.

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一切都是注定，

没得让我来做主

也没得让我死都不放手

唯一后悔着的是

以前没有好好的处理

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