‎'future' doesn't exist anymore,and it has replaced by 'reality'.

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I was forced to awake even i don't wish too.

Because,

reality is cruel..

12.33pm : 我伤了你

对不起.

也许你是对的 - 我变了.

其实你知道我想要些什么吗？

我只想要 当我难过 伤心时

一切我都可以和你说，你会安慰我..

可是，你没有.

我也和你说过这个问题，你只和我说 : 起码你知道， 听到我的伤心 和 难过.

变得最近 朋友知道的事还比你多,因为他们会安慰我 .

我要的只是那么简单..

你喜欢 什么都收在心里，

就像你说的，“逃避” - 难道酱就可以解决哪些问题吗？

你的被动， 你的安静 只会带来更加的多问题 和 减少 我们之间的关系...

你写的那些，我都读了很多遍....

坐在那两个小时，

我想了很多，我也发觉到 我变了.

我变得比以前还要硬起来 就像你那样.

看到我哭，你都没过来...

我才明白到， 遇到问题时 一切都要自己扛...

我不懂你怎么想，

我只是觉得 很多事我都已经放手让你去做

而唯一就是 '那个' 我放不下的...

也许他说的对，我小气...我想是我恨得太深了，可是我也不想那样 也控制不了

就算你要坚持你的，我也没办法 我也不会去管那么多了

因为我没那能力 和 我明白到一切不由我来控制.

你知道吗？
你那个样子有多么的难看.
我永远都会记住， 你那个 走过 而 "show me the idiot face" 的样子.

我很开心，
因我没像你那样 做那么讨厌的事情.
虽然， 我没做错 而还是 被伤那个 还要受到酱的折磨

该做那样的 应该是我.

但

我没有.

我知道，
做人要善良 要有度量
我不会和你计较，
因为
我觉得像你那样做真的 很丑 很丑 很丑
更 讨人厌...

我没告诉 他
因
我有提到，
他却没反应.
所以
我选着
保持沉默

Happy V's Day!

Happy V's Day People! :D

Seriously, I really couldn't remember what I've done for last valentine.

Everything just so blur , and i clicking in to my photos album, looking for the candle light dinner that i've prepared for last year..were it for V's day or our anniversary?

Found it! It was for our anniversary but where goes the pic for V's day of last year?

I didn't have a picture of it at all =[

He brought me a ring, surprised me actually..i thought he won't get me anything as there's no news from him.

Haha~ the most funny is, i gave him a "bear bear" flower and a card.

He get shocked once i took to him.. His expression was just so funny.LOL

But, He didn't take back here..can't take pic on it and display here =[

We headed to ipoh in the afternoon for movie.

but every movies were FULLED!

what la. so disappointed with it. Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhh~

then we took our dinner before back, as there's no any other entertainment in ipoh except movie =[

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It was a memorable night for me, even there were no electricity.

but we had played something childish, which took me back to my primary ages memories.

It's funny, scary and hot too == .LOL

The games since primary school , as what we called "ice-cream bola juice" ( err,i didn't know the correct pronouncation till now ).LOL , next.... 老鹰抓小鸡.

* Three of us after the games :D