Xmas. Part 2

Heading to my sis's new house in jb after went for sg celebration.

i was started to sick, what a bad luck :(

kinda love her new house, it was so comfortable, cold :D

Never lepak-ing around in jb since i was not feeling well,

but i did accompany my parents and my sis, her bf to sg =D

Daddy and Mummy of mine :)

Cool car :D

Candylicious. Eat Happy :)

Me and my sis :D

Xmas.part 1

Been to sg for xmas celebration - 5days 4 nights.

we have been to japanese buffet for our 1st dinner there,

then wild wild wet water park for the 2nd day.. next , were the shopping days !! :D

not much photos been taken.

since

the buildings, the environment and the decoration there were more attractive for him to snap.

like always , missed out many pictures to wherever we been :(

Wasted! :(

冬至快乐 ♥

It's a day afta i finished my final :D
I've been rushed back to hometown,
to kl,
then headed to sg once finished my last paper.
I didn't have the chance to taste the "tang yuan" for this year.
what a waste! :(

anyway, wish everyone 冬至快乐!! :D

4 papers
2 down, 2 to go.
after the last paper, i'm going for my holiday :D
first vacation : singapore.
Xmas is around the corner, so going there for celebration like last year.
Cause of the date of coming back is haven't confirm yet,
so i have to postpone my new year celebration in penang! :(
when only the time that i can really going there? :(


LOoking at the previous pics, I miss clubbbbbbb lotsa ~~!!
It has been some time that i never go,
so when is the next time?
I should try something new in there....like what guy always like to do in there.? haha
;)

我可以发脾气吗？

我可以吗？

我可以吗？

>.<

Volcano is going to explode ~

explode~

explode~

explode~~

today really a bad day to me!

did my requirement is too over?

i tot this should be done by u!

ok, i'm not stereotype...

but i think every one also will help if they see such situation..

more over....YOU!!

even my housemate, she was helping me to carry, and still.....don't let me to carry those heavy stuff..

I really feel disappointed to the max.

Moving by my own with empty stomach.

My tears didn't role out,but IN....deep inside my heart when i carrying each thing one by one.

you are really deducing the points of you.

perhaps you don't care, as you are always telling me some kind of negative stuff but not thinking a way of improving it!

“我会改”

“我不会再那样做了”

听到这两行字， 我真的很开心 也很感动 ^^

对不起， 因为我的自私...

我也会改掉那些让你伤心的事

请

不要让我失望 :)

当两个人的感情久了后，

既然而然 联络也减少了..

没了那些报道,

也许 只有 “早安” 和 “晚安” 的信息

其他呢？

借口 ： 因为忙着读书， 因为忙着做工， 因为忙着一天的生活

还是.....

在不一样的地方呢？

有时候，跟朋友聊还比另外一半来得多..... 朋友知道的还比另外一半更快 .....

倒不如做朋友就好了, 竟然他们永远都在第一 :)

The first plan for 2011 has been ruined,

they told me that all the tickets have been sold out!

what the helllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.....

I can't believe this can happened :(

I really want to go, just little bit late to get for the ticket..

and i willing to pay 300 for the ticket, but not 760bucks for the rock zone =X

how long still.....i need to wait after the next year show :'(

Jay Chou : The Era World Tour Concert LIVE in KL, Malaysia 2011

我不要 不要 不要 不要！

我不想回到从前的 我！

我不想再像从前那样 什么都收在心里，

一个人哭 一个人伤心

可是.....

我无能力可以说出来了

93days

I love to view my own blog without any reason ==

kinda abnormal of me..

when i scroll down and up again,

something that have pulled my sight; 93days left to our 3years-anniversary.

just like so unexpected, that we have being together for 3-years.

time past so fast , with so so many things did happen between us.

and now I have no heart to think about whether we will going for more far?

maybe i get the influence from you ;

not planning and not looking for future

:)

and so..........

I do hope you will influence me for some others thing too

今天收到了一个坏消息，

他的夸张真的吓坏我们了.

我不希望他说的那件事会发生，我也不希望你会那么的傻..

一切都可以解决的...

别让他们为你而担心， 没人会怪你 因 已经发生了

现在主要是解决

我们都会支持你的:)

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当很多事发生时，你就会发觉到谁是最重要的...

家人给了我这个感觉，

而你.....

那些感觉好像离我越来越远了..

因为我收到的只是失望..

没关系，我慢慢已经习惯了.. 也不会再要求些什么了

R.I.P

the ex-classmates of mine in the primary school.

you are sitting beside me, stay near to my house..

and i still remembered that we went to the tuition together, fetch by your mom..

I'm so shocked when i received your message, saying that "she" has passed away.

I'm not dare to ask what has happened in such condition,

I knew that you are sure so so sad now

as "she" is the one who always be with you.

may her soul rest in peace.

pls stay strong girl, everything is gonna be fine.

"she" always gonna be around you :)

BAd Day

today really not a good day for me,

I've dream about many things last night ,

and once i woke up the feeling is sucks.

I just wanna being hug and cry when i woke up,

but things don't allow me to do so since I'm big enough to

get through all the things by my own.

so what i can do is "keep it up" :(

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exam

exam

exam

I'm stress for the exam.

keep on forcing myself to study study study and study....

but now.....

I'm facing the lappie ,blogging here ==

Pls la ms.Eng.... u should back to the notes =(

错的人

同样的， 听着同一首歌 写着blog
每次听了都会流泪，我想我太 emotional 了吧 :)
最近喜欢上了另一首，每一天都在播放着这一首...
我想已经听了几百次了哦，lol.
歌词超有意思的，
我最喜欢的 ：
爱得太真 太容易 让自己牺牲, 太容易让自己沉沦, 太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕

我该换掉那首旧歌了 :)

NovEmber

It is the last day of november for 2010.

after 1month it will be the year of 2011 - my final year =(

time flies so fast,

last night i was thinking about what i have done for this whole year.

i can't really remember actually, i just realize i'm growing accordingly to the time.

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the final exam is coming, which is around 1week more..

i haven start my study yet, stress when looking at the exam timetable

everything is so pack,and how could i finish up all for the 4subjects? =(

I'm gonna to sacrifice my skin again for burning midnight oil ,fighting for the final :)

good luck everyone!

才发现到

原来我是那么的没用

=(

SUCKS

Everything seems so sucks for me!

arghhhhh....

i just can't stand on it.

It's annoying!

It stresses me up!

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what's it?

what's it?

what's it?

I also don't know nor no answer for it

I've lost my mind

lost my way..

what i want?

I have no idea on it anymore

=(

她的 updates, 我看了.

虽然我 没在她 的情况上，

可是她写的每一句都是我心里想说的， 只是我不懂得怎么表达出来.

" 女人本来就是那么的情绪化“

所以她们需要人家来疼，来保护.

可是不是每个人都有那样的命 ； 所以她们必须要更加的疼自己

而不是在那边的等待奇迹出现.

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你给的失望，让我更加的提醒自己

怎么样的 "更加" 要；保护自己 疼自己 独立 和 有骨气

谢谢你

Weightssssssss

Weightssssssss

Weightssssssss

Weightssssssss

Weightssssssss

I have gained Weightssssssss T.T

11.11.10

It's 11.11.10

I found it funny because i tot it is 11.11.11

which mean i tot now is the year of 2011

OMG! @.@

and i laughed out so loud last night once i told him that

tomorrow is a special day with a excited look.

I felt so shamed with myself for this big big mistake ==

and lucky i haven't set up the thing that i have planned :)

by the way, i really wondering what will it be in this day for the year of 2011?

i hope there is something special for me on that day ;)

which is 1 year time from today ==

I should stop the daydreaming and fly back to my movie :D

Annoying.

Sometimes i really feel the thing is so annoying,

i understand,this is what we called bf-gf...

but,it doesn't mean others will have the same thinking like you all too!

as what i know,"bf-gf" is just a name

doesn't mean the one will :

do everything for you,

always protect you,

always be there for you when you need her/him,

let you rely on him/her.

So pls stop complaining!!

=)

两个小时前，我看了两个videos 关于到男生怎么对他们最爱的人求婚..

看着那些画面我也偷偷的流了泪，感动了起来.

当时的女主角们会觉得更加的感动 和 sweet 吧 :)

尤其是我朋友sent 给我的 link, 简直是我想要的一模一样！

wasaii,我也吓了一跳...

可是这一招的确很有用哦！

我也蛮creative 一下的 :P

好羡慕他人，

因不是每个人都会拥有那么美好的回忆...

你们可要好好的珍惜哦!

我也希望未来我也有那样惊喜！ =D

Wish me luck xD

我很乱很乱很乱

乱什么？

我也不懂.

我很烦很烦很烦

烦什么？

我还是不懂.

你 nudge 了我 ，

写着那些 让我好担心，

觉得恐怖的事...

你说你哭着，

那时候我真的很想打给你

可是，

就是不能联络你.

你写着 “请帮我”

我的心真的碎了.

我真的不知道可以怎么帮你，我真的觉得很无奈....无助

我只能在这 祈祷.

现在的你，还好吗？

I hate kampar seriously.

Its really a DEATH CITY,

but i have been staying here for almost 2years...

yet,i need to stay for the another 9months @.@

The environment here is kinda good for studying,

but i think i don't belong to here.

When the time i need to back to kampar,

i did really feel so unhappy.

i just don't feel to back here..

especially the time that i'm having mid-term on saturday,

the feeling is really killing me!

hmmph,hopefully the time will pass faster ;)

that's the end of my semester break :(

a boring holiday but still..it was too short for me.

today is the first day of my new semester,

i hate this semester,cuz it's too pack and i need to attend the class from 8am for monday - wednesday!

OMG. OMG. OMG.

but actually is a good thing,

it makes me tired enough and i just hope for resting.

even there's something keep on running in my brain, but...

the tiredness did not allow me to think too much.

is it i'm avoiding? or i have started giving up?

hmm....i have no answer for that.LOL

but seriously, i knew i have changed to the another one..that i wish to?

恶梦

7.10am

我醒了

我哭了

心痛了

那个恶梦不是很恐怖

可是，

却伤了我的心.

梦，

很真很真

它会实现吗？

=(

我讨厌

讨厌

讨厌 !!!!

为什么通通都是 我！

她死的吗？ 她没分的吗？

为什么每次都要等我来做？！！

你们让我对你们超反感！！

别靠近我！

昨晚看了一套爱情戏...

看着那些浪漫的画面

才发现到 全都是骗人的!

现实上根本都不会发生.

发生的机会只有 0.1%? 0.2%? 0.3%?

也好....起码现在我也不会渴望那些浪漫了，也不会傻傻的等待 ..

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这次的放假.....让我想通了很多很多事

既然说了那么多次，它还是一样的发生...

不如我不去看 不去听 不去管 不去想...那么我的世界就会和平 没烦恼 ，伤心了 =D

我只希望，

今天我做到的事 会保持着 不会再回到原点.

你

一定要保佑我 :)

101010

It's 101010 - 10th October 2010

Today is a special day cuz it only happen 100 years once.

Everyone asking me to spend today meaningfully..

it does meaningful to me, but not everyone feels the same..

i've wasted today with doing nothing else.

obviously,i've forget about today till i saw lot of friends posted in fb!

arghh...i have missed it! *regret*

anyyway, i'm here to wish everyone "Happy 10/10/10/10 day!" :D

S.o.R.r.y

S elfishness?

human being.
born to be selfish?
or
teach to be selfish?
i wondering .

family
friend
bestiee
lover
or even myself
stick to the selfishness too?

and this "s elfishness"
do harm and hurt human's heart -
a scar that cant be erased,
the reason why others are staying away from u, others are become selfish too.
everyone is scare to lose, thus they are always fighting to win ;
without considering others' feeling.

* I'm obviously dislike u*

Horray.

that's the end of my final :D
supposed I'm enjoying and celebrating my hols,
bt the words from u and i didn't do well for the exam
do pull my mood to the bottom.
hurts that hard to describe and disappointed after putting so much of efforts,
turn me into silent.

but is ok
I love the way it hurts ;p

RenJiaShuo...

人家说...
爱情并不是一切，它只是生命中的十分之一

人家说....
他人不只是属于你一个人的
同时他也属于他朋友们的

人家说....
要学会怎么样放手，怎么样独立
别老是只是依赖这他人

人家说....
让一切顺其既然
如果不是你的
再怎么勉强都没用，因为一切都是天安排

人家说....
别想那么多，别管那么多
酱就可以让那些 生气，吃醋 通通都走开

人家说....
随时随刻 都要先对自己好好
而不是他人先

人家说....

尽量别踩的那么深，酱.....
一切都会好像他人一样
只有开心，没有伤心

*我要永远的记住 人家说*

=)

故事....

越来越不好看了.

写了那么久

接下来的只有不开心的故事.

到底，

作者在想什么呢？

作者该是时候做选址了.

作者应该换另外一个写的方式
或
直接写结局呢?

Happy Mid Autumn Festival

中秋节快乐!!
:D

对不起

对不起，
因为我的态度
对不起，
因为我的冷漠

对不起!

对不起!

可是...我真的很累了

我越来越讨厌 P 了
P 一次又一次的给我失望
我不会再要任何 P 了
因为一切都是骗人的！

R E M I N D E R

R E M I N D E R

R E M I N D E R

R E M I N D E R

R E M I N D E R ！!

你不知道的事

我的主题曲 :)

不开心
我真的很不开心!!
请你离我远远去的，我真的不想和你做朋友
永远都不想！

刚看完她的 blog, 心有点痛痛而酸酸的...
也哭了.
因为，
我可以感觉到她的伤心，她的痛
也许她blog 的歌也有哪些影响力吧..
写着这一页时，我也一直播放着她的那首歌
慢慢地...眼泪也好像跟着那首歌一起飘.
我很傻吧？ :)
别怕，你一定可以熬过的
你一定可以找到更好的
人 不会应为没了誰而活不下去
这一刻的痛 会还给你 下一刻的开心
要记得 “明天会更好哦！” :)

14/09/2010

I should be studying now..
but the "laziness" brings me to update my blog
LOL.

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In the past of one week of study week,
i was leaving alone in hometown.
Many things did go thru my mind in that whole week period
sad,happy,like and dislike things...
and i start phobia with painfulness
i tot a people would become stronger after he/she had went thru prob
but why didn't I?
I am just like become more and more fragile..
are the incidents still haunted me?
or...

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Maybe now I'm having exam time
many things getting out from my mind once it enters.
I think I'm escaping it or i just don't feel to care anymore
haha, whatever..
i prefer a short post, so stop here :D


p/s : i didn't emo when writting this blog :P

男人和女人的区别

*男人就象桃子，
男人外表很软，里面很硬，要慢吃慢咬；

*女人就象是鸡蛋,
女人外壳很硬，里面很软要轻拿轻放.

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*男人的拿手好戏是撒谎,
女人的看家本领是撒娇；
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*男人的幸福在于：她值得我爱；
女人的幸福在于：他真的爱我
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*男人的爱情，是他生命的一部分；
女人的爱情则是她的整个生命

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*男人不会想她一旦在开心时；
女人只会想着他不管在哪里，在什么时候

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*男人什么都不会管当开心时，伤心时；
女人会尽力当一切没事不管开心或伤心时

I ♥ JAson Chen.

Nowadays,im very "siao" over this guy
his voice is very very nice..

admired him!! :D

虽然事情已经过去了
可是当再看到 xxx ,
那些画面自然的会再跑出来
而它
永永远远也不会消失的!

*It Hurts*

I Do really really miss my long hair :(

so i bought the fake one
it's so long and straight like the one i wish for :D

but still....
it cant fulfill me
as it's not the real hair of mine :(
how long should i wait ?
sigh.

Recently,i saw many posts in fb which have same meaning

and it just like turn on the button in my body
which remind me
must always stay alert.

"The best way to avoid disappointment is to not expect anything from anyone"
"Sometime we should lose some expectations, that will prevent disappointment"

yea~~these are the quotes.
It's exactly right!
Don't you think so?
We shouldn't have high expectation as if our heart are too fragile.
Otherwise,
we are the one who get hurt the most....
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Actually, it's better if we don't have any expectation,
at least we can get some surprise
and
not disappointment :D


and now
I'm keep on
trying
trying and trying.
Hope i can do it

wish me luck :D

Take Charge!

"TAKE CHARGE" :

the title of talk that i have attended on last saturday.

eventot our motif to there was to gain the 20marks ==

but i have learnt lots from the talk :)

the talk started at 9am and ended at 5pm

it took 8hours,a long time huh?

till now, i still remember what are :

- "stop BANGAU-ing" (mean stop finding excuses)

-Every problem has a solution and Every solution begins with ME!

- no problem no fun

- S.A.L.A.M M.E.S.R.A

..not bad huh? xD

but i love the "stop BANGAU-ing" the most,

cz most of the time,all of us are "bangau-ing".

and....

we just cant get out from this..

haha,by the way...i just hope i can do it

err, i mean can stop bangau-ing

xD

Digital IXUS 210 IS

I will own it soon :D

What should I do

What should I do

What should I do

What should I do

What should I do

What should I do

What should I do

What should I do

I'm LoST

=(

I ♥ blogging

Ya,

i admit that i'm addicted with it, it becomes a part of me..

haha, just like the sister of mine

lastime i was trying to find some time to update the blog

but now...i keep it update everyday

perhaps, i'm too free? :D

or

perhaps, i have too lots of feeling to express out? :D

whatever it is...who cares? ;)

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Done with all my assignments and mid-terms

and now left the last presentation which is this wednesday

i cant wait the time to come

cos i want to go funfair after that

what i want to do is *shout shout shout*

LOL

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as the expert said :

"chocolate can cure sadness"

so, i took half of the chocolate

but it didn't cure mine at all

:(

maybe i was extremely down, till...i'm unable to describe too

it pains to the max,

you are really taking my soul : Mr.K :)

真的吗？

是真的吗？

我看了过后 心都碎了.

我可以说不吗？

为什么一定要呢？

有这个必要 做酱的决定吗？

你真的忍心酱对我？

hmm...

如果你觉得换了会比较开心

我也无言

只要你快乐 :)

你对我说的

每一个字

都不停的出现在我脑海里

而我的泪也跟着那每个字在走

人家说 ： 哭过就好了，痛也会好的

可是我只是感觉到 越哭越痛....

你永远没想过，你说的话有多 【重】

当你说你后悔，为我而付出那么多

我真的很伤心 很失望

爱一个人，需要说这些吗？

那道我没付出过？

那道我也应该对你那么说？

那我也应该和你一样的

后悔吗？

你说你没伤我

你不明白为什么 我要这样

那.....

你有在我的立场想过吗？

你时时刻刻

都做了一些让我更伤心的事.

可能你不是我，

你不懂那种痛

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我真的觉得很累了

Quoted from Ms.Shanice :)

当一个女生心里有个爱时..

看到好吃的，会想起心中的他吃了吗..

看到好看的，会想买给他..

看到好笑的，会想与他分享..

他喜欢的..对他重要..从不忘记..

颜色,歌曲,衣服..关于他的一切一切..

开心无聊难过愤怒的时候..心中总会想告诉他..

明明他的生日还久得很..却已经不停筹东备西，只打算给心中那个他最难忘,最特别,最开心的..

明明很累，也会爬起来，为那个累坏的他，准备一顿他喜欢..

明明在哭，也会含着泪，告诉他自己很好，只为了不让他担心..

就算体力透支，也想驾车去跟他见见面，看看他，抱抱他..

就算皮包喊穷，也会想给他最好的..

就算再夜，也会等待他的回复，他的电话..即使三分钟也好..

他的一句话，可以让你漫天欢喜，亦可把你弄得愁眉苦脸..

I Hate U

我不会再为你而那么的傻了

再也不会了

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If i can get for a wish,

i hope

everything can start from the beginning.

If i can get for a wish,

i hope

i can back to the previous me.

If i can get for a wish,

i hope

i can be the naive one

that thought everything is harmless

If i can get for a wish

i hope

i can be an angel

giving wishes to others :)

我受够了!!

别逼我做出一些我不想的事.

我知道我很差劲,

我也在努力的学习每一样东西

可是，

你们根本没给过我机会 好好的学习

只会在骂骂骂骂

没有理过我的感受

我真的很讨厌你们每一个!!!!

Hello.Kitty ♥♥

thankss for the kitty fan

Love it to the max ♥♥

thanks thanks

muaxx muaxx ~~

E.M.O

they said god treats everyone fairly,

but how come i cant feel the fairness that he gives to me?

time past quick

and I'm trying to improve everything from time to time ..

but yet,

I'm still at the starting point..

learn nothing

gain nothing

improve nothing..

maybe I'm noob enough,

cant catch up and makes the things that i want become better

=(

发生了什么事??

我很乱很乱....的

搞不懂情况.

从A 去 B,然后又回到了 A..

又去 B,

而现在呢?

A 还是 B 啊?

痛

昨晚..

今天...

两只手指伤了，

觉得好痛

可能是没搽药

它慢慢的 慢慢的

变得好红，越来越肿 越来越痛..

可能你们都会觉得我傻，

一定在想为什么还不搽药呢？

只是想试试看....

身体的痛 可以减少 心的痛吗？

thank you ♥♥

thank you for being so caring,so lovable ♥

thank you for ur hugs,ur kiss ♥

thank you for ur smiley,ur tears ♥

and lastly...

Thanks for your ♥

讨厌 讨厌

我超 讨厌 这种感觉！

别再干扰 我，

我不喜欢 伤心，

不喜欢！

Mr.photographer of *him*

wee~wee~
cause of assignment,He needed to take pics for His basic photograph subject ;)
And....I...


had done something that felt so sorry to Him,
which...

I have stolen some nice pics from His lappie when He was away and left His lappie in my room =D

Well, actually i just to share those nice pics of His works with others and to update my blog.

muahahahhahha xD