Saturday, September 29, 2012

人是自私的,对吧?
不开心,闷时, 或 有事情 .... 才会来找你,对你诉苦
拜托!我真的很讨厌!
我真的很想大大声的骂你,你懂吗!

时间 一天一天的过
有些事,根本都不会改变
奇迹? 我想是我太天真了吧~
人家说啊~ 当你有太多的失望, 你就会放手了, 你就会看谈了

对生活真真的很累,
当需要你时,我懂....你根本都不会再出现了
也许, 是我 在逃避, 过不去

真的
只希望
你这个魔鬼
会消失了

曾经以为有你,我就足够,
之后发现原来是错的.
那些以为该散掉, 你...我也该放掉 忘掉
不该再继续错下去了
因为我要的 你,原来不存在
觉得好失去方向,失去自我 (-.-)

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

我的好兄弟



I just don't know why I started to love tis song.
It just like a song that represent him, the song he like the most.
Even we are just normal friend, but the feeling of miss you appeared.
Till now, still cant accept that you had leaved.
The time when this song is playing, the memories that we chat, we hang out and we joke... all popped up.
Totally forgot when was the last time we had talked to each other.
It seems.... no more chance.

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

Your words made me awake.
And I realize how far I should distance myself from you.
I force myself laughing and smiling all the time from now onwards, to hide up all the feelings.
I force myself talk non-stop to prevent from being look unhappy and from being ask by friends.
I will Never be selfish anymore; just like what I had told her - even thought you still love that people, but doesn't mean you can stay with him forever.
We have no choice, we have to force ourself to quit the game, instead of making ownself and him.... from being unhappy.

If I would be able turn back the time, I wish we nvr start before. At least....you can enjoy and stay your life happily. At least.... we are still friend for now :)

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

他的离去
真的很突然 、
虽然不是很熟 可是知道了那个news,
心 真的很不舒服,接受不到
每次跟人家说 「今天不懂明天的事,享受生活,珍惜一切」
可是当遇到这样的东西, 我还是办不到 :(
只懂得不可以那么自私,生活是人家的,管好自己的,自己开心就好.
做人啊~要看开点,很多人进进出出在我们的生活里,留下的只有回忆

Rip friend.

Sunday, August 12, 2012

那些感觉又来了
真真的很矛盾
冷血,残忍 是我应该做的事
就像她说:我会心软
怎么一直在难为自己啊?
不是说好了要好好疼自己吗?
忘记了那些痛,那些伤心,那些眼泪了吗?
我真的很讨厌我自己!!!

Thursday, July 19, 2012

开始觉得很模糊
不懂自己要些什么
每天只是过着没目标的生活
开心....走了
朋友....不见了
爱情....不会再出现了

往往什么事都剩下自己
不想告诉别人,不想诉苦
因为,再怎么说,也说不走那些痛
我要变的更自私
我不要往往顾着人家的感受,而,伤了自己
值得吗?
没人会珍惜,没人会谢谢你~只会更加伤你的心~

我不会像以前那样了
我不会让同样的事情一直一直的同样发生
这一次,我真的不会去靠近
我信
我信有天,一定会淡掉~一定会没感觉就算再看到什么

因为我开始觉得~大家都不是大家的那杯茶了~只是彼此都还忘不了

我不会再努力的逼自己~我知道你一定会比我快~无所谓 :)