我很乱很乱很乱

乱什么？

我也不懂.

我很烦很烦很烦

烦什么？

我还是不懂.

你 nudge 了我 ，

写着那些 让我好担心，

觉得恐怖的事...

你说你哭着，

那时候我真的很想打给你

可是，

就是不能联络你.

你写着 “请帮我”

我的心真的碎了.

我真的不知道可以怎么帮你，我真的觉得很无奈....无助

我只能在这 祈祷.

现在的你，还好吗？

I hate kampar seriously.

Its really a DEATH CITY,

but i have been staying here for almost 2years...

yet,i need to stay for the another 9months @.@

The environment here is kinda good for studying,

but i think i don't belong to here.

When the time i need to back to kampar,

i did really feel so unhappy.

i just don't feel to back here..

especially the time that i'm having mid-term on saturday,

the feeling is really killing me!

hmmph,hopefully the time will pass faster ;)

that's the end of my semester break :(

a boring holiday but still..it was too short for me.

today is the first day of my new semester,

i hate this semester,cuz it's too pack and i need to attend the class from 8am for monday - wednesday!

OMG. OMG. OMG.

but actually is a good thing,

it makes me tired enough and i just hope for resting.

even there's something keep on running in my brain, but...

the tiredness did not allow me to think too much.

is it i'm avoiding? or i have started giving up?

hmm....i have no answer for that.LOL

but seriously, i knew i have changed to the another one..that i wish to?

恶梦

7.10am

我醒了

我哭了

心痛了

那个恶梦不是很恐怖

可是，

却伤了我的心.

梦，

很真很真

它会实现吗？

=(

我讨厌

讨厌

讨厌 !!!!

为什么通通都是 我！

她死的吗？ 她没分的吗？

为什么每次都要等我来做？！！

你们让我对你们超反感！！

别靠近我！

昨晚看了一套爱情戏...

看着那些浪漫的画面

才发现到 全都是骗人的!

现实上根本都不会发生.

发生的机会只有 0.1%? 0.2%? 0.3%?

也好....起码现在我也不会渴望那些浪漫了，也不会傻傻的等待 ..

. . . . . .

这次的放假.....让我想通了很多很多事

既然说了那么多次，它还是一样的发生...

不如我不去看 不去听 不去管 不去想...那么我的世界就会和平 没烦恼 ，伤心了 =D

我只希望，

今天我做到的事 会保持着 不会再回到原点.

你

一定要保佑我 :)