我的世界早已经不是以前 -

以前的那种开心， 那种单纯， 那种想法

经过几天不停的思考

我觉得我该收手了

我不想再做那个牺牲最多，最笨那个了

我一直问自己； “值得吗？”

我会觉得是值得 当 我看到 珍惜 和 后果

可是， 没有

对不起因为我的自私

其实，你也一样 ；是自私的

曾经的 不会再是 永远了

我不会再随时随刻顾你的感受 和 放你在第一位了

=)

丁当Della - 很爱过

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Love it to the max <3

^^

Secret

My Miss D told me a secret just now.

actually it was a secret between her and him.

i got shocked once i heard about that.

even already past,

i really feel very sorry to the one.

and i keep on recall back;

what i have did at that time

whether i have did anything wrong.

yes? no?

i really can't remember at all @@

anyway, it is not important anymore.

but i still would like to apologize - i think you must be so sad at that moment.

*sorry* =)

Feel to express so many things in here, actually..

but i really don't know where should begin

everything is so messy.

I hate it!

she said it will become a habit when u practice it more frequently.

really?

i cant see the result from what i have done.

how frequently i tried to make it to become a habit, how long time i had used to make it to become a habit.....

but what i got is equal to zero.

perhaps,

nothing can be forced

and

things....

actually doesn't change so easily even it is just a small case...

but...then,

how about the more serious matter if the small one cant even success?

I need Holiday!

I need it badly~~ !! ><

but it seems no more holiday for me..

as i have to rush for my fyp after the final =[

then, i need to go for intern after the Y3S2

Life really sux!

I hate hectic life, i hate study, i hate stress!!

But, i still have to go on with the stress life in future - to earn more money.Haiz~~!!

Fully understand why senior always asking us to enjoy the study life,

as life is more sux when u have to work.

What i wish is just back to small kid life~ at least i need not have to think so much about 【life】, 【future】and【responsibility 】.

人 真的是很恐怖的动物

Reason?

她们可以变得很快， 很残忍，很讨人厌·

后悔着 当初拿了真心对待你

结果.....

你的利用

你的自私

你的残忍

我通通都看透了

现在， 我只看见你的 【恶魔】 的样子

你有多么的难看，我真的看到了 :)

和我自己说 ： 伤心几分钟，写完这一页....从此以后你只会是一个路过的人. 你所有的事都与我无关！ :)

*p/s : YOU'r 【deleted】 from my mind

1st April Of 2011

Happy April's Fool, ppl!

it was my first first time been given fooled till i felt angry

Shit!

not angry cause being fooled, but angry cause of my hungry stomach =[

i will never ever believe anymore even it's not fooling day!

as i realize, actually there's no such kind ppl..even the closer one also maybe wont go get for me moreover others are just in friend position :)

Whatever!

It would be the first and the last time! :)