You told me that you regret.

but you are the one who made all of these things happened.

I felt numb when I got the call yesterday,

The numbness which has stayed in me for few months,

I'm sorry when I don't respond to you yesterday,

because I'm totally don't know what respond that I should gave.

I understand your feeling

and you should know there is no more turning point,

since the things have reached the worst condition

what I can say is, just let it go.

the beginning always is the hardest, trust yourself that you can make it.

I know I'm disqualify to tell you this, 

as I'm unable to do it so.

But, just try. Who knows you will getting a better life in the future? ;) 

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They told me that I'm a good gf before this

but Finally I realize,

being a good or bad one doesn't matter

because the result still is the same.

SO....

why should make yourself a good gf, right....Miss C? ;)

"I'm not a player, but I wish to be a player"

Yea~ let's make it together Miss C :D