Today is A Memorable Day

as i never face this situation since i started to stay here 3years ago..

it was so horrible!

thunderstorm , heavy rain .....

and it caused the road to flood!

gosh~ you will never expect this will happen to Kampar~!!

the level of water is damn high

and luckily, my friends were here...

if they didn't go down and have a look,

i think my car will totally gone ><

and now.... i started to scare once it rains T.T

Can you believe this?

反感

最近都一直一个人，

以前·现在·未来

我都不喜欢一个人

感觉很糟，

没人可以谈天 没东西可以做

久了后，

就会心情不好

长大之后，

生后变得越来越闷

是还没找到人生乐趣

还是

每个人的生活都是酱啊？

hmmmphhh....

今天一大早起来心情都很不好

有反感的感觉

那些反感弄得我不想去理

无论在哪里，做什么 ........通通我都不想理了

请

别再惹我

我真的够了 =)

對那個不快樂的自己說聲：對不起

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起总是让自己不开心

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起总是莫名其妙的忧伤

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起总是给自己太多的压力

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起总是忘了提醒自己好好照顾自己

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起总是不能为所欲为的做自己喜欢的事儿

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起总是和别人说对不起而忘了自己

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起因为悲观让自己不再相信生活

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起因为倔强让自己受了很多伤

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起因为伪装让自己活的很辛苦

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起很久没有好好的利用时间享受生活

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起曾经为了别人而难为自己

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起难过的时候只能让自己硬撑着

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起心那么的疼还要假装着不在乎

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起很多东西我没有学会好好珍惜

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起再也找不回原来的自己了


我弄丢了太多的东西、忘记了太多的事情、舍弃了太多的责任......

对不起，对不起，
对不起，真的对不起......

告诉自己
明天太阳依旧灿烂，生活却要华丽转身♥

Only YOU

Recently, i'm so in love with this man =D

Fuh~ he had attracted me since last time..

and til now, he really step into my world xD

He's so charming, sweet and.... gentle...

^^

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

我的世界早已经不是以前 -

以前的那种开心， 那种单纯， 那种想法

经过几天不停的思考

我觉得我该收手了

我不想再做那个牺牲最多，最笨那个了

我一直问自己； “值得吗？”

我会觉得是值得 当 我看到 珍惜 和 后果

可是， 没有

对不起因为我的自私

其实，你也一样 ；是自私的

曾经的 不会再是 永远了

我不会再随时随刻顾你的感受 和 放你在第一位了

=)

丁当Della - 很爱过

Thumb ups

Love it to the max <3

^^

Secret

My Miss D told me a secret just now.

actually it was a secret between her and him.

i got shocked once i heard about that.

even already past,

i really feel very sorry to the one.

and i keep on recall back;

what i have did at that time

whether i have did anything wrong.

yes? no?

i really can't remember at all @@

anyway, it is not important anymore.

but i still would like to apologize - i think you must be so sad at that moment.

*sorry* =)

Feel to express so many things in here, actually..

but i really don't know where should begin

everything is so messy.

I hate it!

she said it will become a habit when u practice it more frequently.

really?

i cant see the result from what i have done.

how frequently i tried to make it to become a habit, how long time i had used to make it to become a habit.....

but what i got is equal to zero.

perhaps,

nothing can be forced

and

things....

actually doesn't change so easily even it is just a small case...

but...then,

how about the more serious matter if the small one cant even success?

I need Holiday!

I need it badly~~ !! ><

but it seems no more holiday for me..

as i have to rush for my fyp after the final =[

then, i need to go for intern after the Y3S2

Life really sux!

I hate hectic life, i hate study, i hate stress!!

But, i still have to go on with the stress life in future - to earn more money.Haiz~~!!

Fully understand why senior always asking us to enjoy the study life,

as life is more sux when u have to work.

What i wish is just back to small kid life~ at least i need not have to think so much about 【life】, 【future】and【responsibility 】.

人 真的是很恐怖的动物

Reason?

她们可以变得很快， 很残忍，很讨人厌·

后悔着 当初拿了真心对待你

结果.....

你的利用

你的自私

你的残忍

我通通都看透了

现在， 我只看见你的 【恶魔】 的样子

你有多么的难看，我真的看到了 :)

和我自己说 ： 伤心几分钟，写完这一页....从此以后你只会是一个路过的人. 你所有的事都与我无关！ :)

*p/s : YOU'r 【deleted】 from my mind

1st April Of 2011

Happy April's Fool, ppl!

it was my first first time been given fooled till i felt angry

Shit!

not angry cause being fooled, but angry cause of my hungry stomach =[

i will never ever believe anymore even it's not fooling day!

as i realize, actually there's no such kind ppl..even the closer one also maybe wont go get for me moreover others are just in friend position :)

Whatever!

It would be the first and the last time! :)