我的好兄弟

I just don't know why I started to love tis song.
It just like a song that represent him, the song he like the most.
Even we are just normal friend, but the feeling of miss you appeared.
Till now, still cant accept that you had leaved.
The time when this song is playing, the memories that we chat, we hang out and we joke... all popped up.
Totally forgot when was the last time we had talked to each other.
It seems.... no more chance.

Your words made me awake.
And I realize how far I should distance myself from you.
I force myself laughing and smiling all the time from now onwards, to hide up all the feelings.
I force myself talk non-stop to prevent from being look unhappy and from being ask by friends.
I will Never be selfish anymore; just like what I had told her - even thought you still love that people, but doesn't mean you can stay with him forever.
We have no choice, we have to force ourself to quit the game, instead of making ownself and him.... from being unhappy.

If I would be able turn back the time, I wish we nvr start before. At least....you can enjoy and stay your life happily. At least.... we are still friend for now :)

他的离去
真的很突然 、
虽然不是很熟 可是知道了那个news，
心 真的很不舒服，接受不到
每次跟人家说 「今天不懂明天的事，享受生活，珍惜一切」
可是当遇到这样的东西， 我还是办不到 :(
只懂得不可以那么自私，生活是人家的，管好自己的，自己开心就好.
做人啊~要看开点，很多人进进出出在我们的生活里,留下的只有回忆

Rip friend.

那些感觉又来了
真真的很矛盾
冷血，残忍 是我应该做的事
就像她说：我会心软
怎么一直在难为自己啊？
不是说好了要好好疼自己吗？
忘记了那些痛，那些伤心，那些眼泪了吗？
我真的很讨厌我自己！！！