Never thought The Curve was not safe before

and this news came from few days past

It made me feel scary deep inside,

as I have to stay and go for work alone

especially OT till late night

=(

god, pls bless me

I'm so touched.

I saw the love from them

and 

I saw how useless myself is~

the help, the busy of them.

Actually it is not what big deal, but you guys make till

I have the feeling of crying.

Thankiu, Love you guys to the max  <3 <3 <3

现在的时代真的变了

这里分开，哪里又和她的朋友开始

可是 【她】 和 【她】 还是好朋友

好乱的世界 @@

他们不是puppy love 吧~ 走了四年，突然的断了

男的又和女的好朋友走在一起

不会伤心？ 不会伤吗？

是你们太开放？ 

还是  

报复？

还是  

你们宫心计啊？

你们真的很乱很乱很乱 >.<

还好， 我和你们不是同一个世界的

请  离我远远的哦~ ^.^

Jayesslee

Jayessle; the ladies of Janice and Sonia

This two ladies are coming to Malaysia next month
and I still remember I knew them from the first song of "tamia - Officially Missing you"
Their voices are so nice
and here's their new song of Payphone - Maroon 5 ;)

今天看到他们，

让我真的很想你

有一种说不出的感觉

没人会明白的

=(

The world is so unfair!
I don't do anything wrong, but I'm the one who being blame!
Blame Blame Blame!
Can you tell me the reason?
Can you tell me why I'm the one who being blame, in fact that I have done in a correct way!
I seriously hate!
I just don't feel to stay here!
I want to stay away from here~ to somewhere new - new friends , new environment!

One month to go

and I'm not going to celebrate like others.

I just plan to go through it by myself~

perhaps go for movie alone, brunch tea dinner alone ...blow the candles alone :)

just wish to alone on that day~

开始不喜欢单生的生活

很多时候都需要一个人

一个人 买东西

一个人 吃东西

一个人 出街

一个人 解决问题

一个人 开心， 伤心

永远 什么都一个人

原因

朋友 不会是永远陪在你身边

家人也一样

虽然

单生 很自由

可是， 习惯了 4年的两人生活

而现在

真的需要时间来调整

有时候

真的觉得自己像在发梦中

没想到

今天的我， 真的做得到  真的变得更坚强

连我自己 也无法相信 :)

也许那些  痛  真真的让我放下， 真真的让我离开

真的  真的  很谢谢你 :)

\

Nowadays I'm more addicted to tumblr

I just don't know why

perhaps it is still new to me? 

perhaps it is simple?

I don't know :)

Disappointment

Disappointed with myself 

Seems I have wasted the chance :( 

But I had done my best, I do really hope I can get it. 

At least... 

At least this was the ever real interview that I went for. 

Nice experience; I learnt it :) 

better than those few interviews that really sucks. 

this is what we can see; the difference between big company and small company

He ruined my day~ huhuhuhu

人  就是那样

好的  不会珍惜， 坏的  死都不放手

该说的我都说了， 我只看到你还是以前那样

没改变过~ 我懂我没权利说你， 所以我可以给的意见我都给了

听 或 不听   由你

在你身上我也学会了 ； 

别对任何人那么好， 再好那个人都不会珍惜的

突然的谈到

你流泪了

我真的没想到

已经半年了， 你还是放不下

那时的我， 看到你的痛

也许  你真的藏得比我好， 我真的要好好和你学习 :)

明白到的是  六年  真的不是那么的容易

可是  她  的变心, 你没得改变

你   我   都好好加油吧 ;)

Pain Pain Pain!

What's going on?

Should I go for specialist?

but I really kinda scare and worry~

I worry the doc will tell me that I have left few months live.

I worry the doc will tell me I'm in critical.

I worry the doc will tell me that I'm having heart disease =(

hahhaa, and I know everyone is laughing me when I'm saying this.

They said that I have watched too much of TVB dramas ==

but who knows, that it wont happen on me

right?

They are coming

They are coming!!

I just can't believe it,

as I just told my friend in last week

that I'm going if they come

>.<

never being so accurate, what I said become true!

:D

12May.

I miss him.

Seriously miss him so much, especially when I'm listening to his songs.

I wish I would be able back to last saturday.

Time flies so fast, as it has almost one week the concert passed.

Here are some videos of his concert in SG :) 

(those are my favourite songs, just uploaded few)

(Just listen and dont watch, or else you will feel dizzy. LOL)

 

No one will understand, and the only will know and understand is me myself.

so I don't mind what you were saying about me. 

What I can say is; you and me are different kind of people, you and me are looking for different thing.

So.... put yourself into people's shoe before you are judging those things :)

You will never know what is the one looking for :)

and...as predicted...

I will  stay strong for "being the devil" in others' eyes.

I don't need to explain, because I'm seriously and clearly know what I'm doing :)

Thanks for the challenges ;)

人只有两只手，能抓多少东西？

抓住一样东西，就意味着放弃了更多的东西。

放弃  和  失去，其实始终是人生的大局。

不要以为得到了什么，其实人时时刻刻都是在失去

失去时间

失去生命

失去更多的财富

失去更多的机会。

 不要抓得太紧，抓得越紧，丢失的会越多。

也不要贪心， 不要以为永远都可以得到全部你想要的

撑不住的时候， 可以对自己所  我好累，

但永远不要在心里承认说  我不行!  ;)

心     你怎么啦？

我开始有点担心了

是不是一直的痛， 搞到你真的病了？

最近的 心 真的很没力

搞到有时 呼吸， 说话， 都没力

我想  你  真的有点毛病了

Jacky Cheung 1/2 Century Concert

 

Here we are! The excited day after we have been waited for 2 months~

and he is seriously so AWESOME! 

He sang non-stop for almost 4hours without any guest

and his voice was really... 10/10 rating!

At first we felt we were listening to dvd version, but after some while, we realize he was really singing !

arghhh, so so worth to watch!

I'm going again if he is here again! ;)

Seriously, love his voice to the max! he did a great job and performed well!

Jacky Cheung, you are da best <3

 

 

.

.

.

Never ever thought, here I saw him again! 

Among few thousands people, I saw him for three times 

He is the crew for the concert, i guess

What else can i say?

不是有缘， 只是那么巧合而已  right? ;)

I understand your intention

but,

your words are seriously hurting me!

and,

everyone has their own unhappiness too. I just better at hiding than others. But this doesn't mean I'm in good condition

留下一些带走一些， 改变一些被改变一些

而学不会的， 也许是你最坚持或最难以割舍的那些

我....总是学不会

Da little monster

It has been few months I don't meet up with de little monster. And he had became more and more cute, with the possess :)

Seriously miss him so much. And the feeling of happy occurred when looking at his latest pictures which posted by his uncle in net.

Time pass so fast, and he is no longer the Little baby anymore :)

差劲的我
我真的很讨厌！
为什么还是这样！
你的影子总是走不掉
在他的身上看到你的影子
原来， 要放下一个人是真的很难
不是放不下，而是....怎么我不肯放 :(